It hasn't been forever but long enough since I last posted something.
I've been so busy with school as many projects are suddenly due and hailing from nowhere -
like the hail that so happened to drop last weekend on Seattle. WTF?!
This past week I've rollercoastered my emotions from euphoric to absolute rage to surrender.
It's hard to prioritize what's most important to you when others have already dictated that hierarchy - how do you convince yourself that what you're doing, regardless of the "facts" is still the right thing to do?
It's a hard habit to break when it's been nailed into your brain since childhood that you have to stick to the rules or else!
Or else what? OH CONSEQUENCES. I wish I was as carefree as a cat...
instead after realizing I have 40 pages to read over the weekend and summarize along with 70% of my video project due for Monday... this is what my morning looked like
I've been so busy with school as many projects are suddenly due and hailing from nowhere -
like the hail that so happened to drop last weekend on Seattle. WTF?!
This past week I've rollercoastered my emotions from euphoric to absolute rage to surrender.
It's hard to prioritize what's most important to you when others have already dictated that hierarchy - how do you convince yourself that what you're doing, regardless of the "facts" is still the right thing to do?
It's a hard habit to break when it's been nailed into your brain since childhood that you have to stick to the rules or else!
Or else what? OH CONSEQUENCES. I wish I was as carefree as a cat...
instead after realizing I have 40 pages to read over the weekend and summarize along with 70% of my video project due for Monday... this is what my morning looked like
I go to class and I work I simmer down a little bit.. so fucking tired though soooooooooooo fucking tired
Then we had to discuss women's rights - and as you SHOULD know I am of course a feminist in many ways. I am denied many rights already on top of the many that are still lingering. The topic makes my head swell.The fact that I have to write a paper on it at the end of this semester makes me feel like I need to add a few extra rants here and there - but that won't get me the "A" I so desire.
Ariel Gold you are such an inspiration to my rage and you are 100% quintessential MALE.
Shyvana the half Dragon another example of my rage...
Failing!!! because that's exactly what happens. I hate feeling so powerless when I'm about to burst with emotion. God damn so frustrating. Anyway ..it's time to douse the fire with a shower
Later all!
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